SEPARATE WAYS (Worlds Apart) - Journey

Here we stand
Worlds apart
Hearts broken in two, two, two
Sleepless nights
Losing ground
I'm reaching for you, you, you

Feelin' that it's gone
Can't change your mind
If we can't go on
To survive the tide
Love divides

Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched
And went our separate ways
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched
And went our separate ways

Troubled times
Caught between confusions and pain, pain, pain
Distant eyes
Promises we made were in vain
In vain, vain

If you must go
I wish you love
You'll never walk alone
Take care my love
Miss you love

Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched
And went our separate ways
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched
And went our separate ways

[Instrumental Interlude]

Oooooooooh
Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you

I still love you, girl
I really love you, girl
And if he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
Nooooooooo
Nooooooooo

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I've been in an 80's mood lately.. and Journey seems to make my muse happy. ^___^

For? All State Choir

What? District Auditions

When? Yesterday

Made it? Yes!

Classified? 2nd chair in my room

Yaay! Part 1 of All State Process done!!!

Lot's of people made it this year, including Sara. Now it's time to prepare for Regions. Which is in like a month.

I finished HP7 today.

It was so gooooooooooooooooooood, and I still cried. I'm not putting spoilers up yet if I do everyone shall be well warned before I do.

So many deaths though. It was heart breaking really, but she wrapped it up nicely, I think.

I never discussed my theories here, so I can safely say that I was right on quite a few big points.

Happy reading~ ! <3

Got to clean!!Got to clean!!Got to clean!!Got to clean!!Got to clean!!

Ashley's having her b-day party tomorrow but since she has to go to the doctors the next day me spending the night tomorrow isn't going to happen. So I'm spending the night tonight!

And to actually go over to her house I must pick up my room and the downstairs. Luckily my room isn't that bad, but the downstairs isn't looking to pretty.
 
Yes, I found some new icons earlier today. Thought they were cute.

Vocal lessons went splendid. I went up a few steps in my range.

Anyway must finish cleaning!

Ja!

Happy WHITE day!

Mm.. Todays also one of my friends birthdays, the only real reason I remember it is because of White day.

I wonder what i should get her. She's been showing interest in Princess Princess. Anyone know if they have volume 2 out yet?

>__< It's tooo early to be getting up on Spring Break!! So sleepy.

I have vocal lessons today in two hours, so must get up and ready. Watch me, I'll fall asleep in the car on the way there and back. I almost always do.

Anyway.. Ja Ne - Must get ready

Saw samira_90 had done this and I just had to do it.

( I never knew I drank so much. )

So I think for the most part my random bad moods are going away. That's good. Being in a sour mood gets annoying after a while. I get too damn sarcastic.

My friend has finally started Kingdom Hearts 2.. which means!!! ROLEPLAYING FRENZY will occur. I'm hoping she'll roleplay Axel.. -__- cause AxelxRoxas is <3..

Her favorite character is Riku though and I guess I could try roleplaying as Sora for her. Well we'll see.

[I never posted it in here, cause it so slipped my mind but to explain that I DID get KH2 and I did finish it. It took me a week and I probably should go back and do another game because I skipped a lot of the game to just get the story line. ]

Mmm.. I have to go get a dress for the student opera night tomorrow. This'll take a while. I never seem to be able to find a good dress that fits correctly.

Mah.. well Ja for now.

Thank the heavens its Friday. It's been a stressful and exhuasting week, and it hasn't helped that I'm in a weird mood as of late.

I keep getting into bad moods for NO REASON at all. I'm serious. There is nothing that could have set me off to have a bad mood, but I suddenly get in one. Everyone notices too and when they ask whats wrong I try to shake them off.

My friend Sara's been worse off, in a stress factor, than me. She hasn't slept more than 10 hours in the past 6 days. Needless to say she's acting strange. Today she said she was getting depressed for no reason at all, and Sara hardly ever gets depressed. I mean it took all I had just to get her to smile, and I can usually make Sara smile easily. I told her it was probably caused by her lack of sleep and that maybe if this insomnia continues then she should go see a doctor. She then decided to freak out snap at me and walk away. I ran after her, of couse, while her boyfriend followed dumbly behind and I finally got her attention and talked to her. Unfortunatly it was only a small talk because it was inbetween classes.

On a better note..

Lately I've been watching the anime Powerpuff Girls Z. Don't ask why.. but I think it's cute and I was always a fan of Powerpuff girls when I was younger. My favorite was Bubbles.

Yeah I'm a dork I know.

deceitful_wings's Halloween party:

__ritsuka dressed as Stanley "having a little moment" -- most scary costume!, and it suited them all too well.
bdchan dressed as Nosferatu the Supreme Vampire.
crowskywalker dressed as a Dogwoodville Statesman Newspaper employee.
devious_tofu dressed as Jack the Ripper in a time machine, complete with gory knives.
fai_chan dressed as your father, and it suited them disturbingly well.
fuyou dressed as Elizabeth Regina on steroids and roller skates.
lostallshehad dressed as Optimus Prime.
neopyrocitrine didn't dress up, spoilsport.
nerdorkyninja dressed as Marilyn Manson.
penguinsoul dressed as a cup of tea, and it suited them all too well.
pwx dressed as a very fake witch-doctor complete with a collection of shrunken skulls..
saint_kyra dressed as Lady Godiva without the horse and far too little hair!.
samira_90 dressed as something small, but what, specifically, you can't tell.
severina dressed as Mde. Lachienne Foutue d'Enfer -- you don't wanna know..
shuichi_n_mrbad dressed as Ivan the Terrible of Russia.
yokou dressed as a camel.
zizou_kun dressed as the resurrected dead -- complete with the most convincing coffin.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

<3

Number of absent days..

Up to eight.

-__-

I really need to get over this, and fast.

At least I now have the weekend to get better for Monday. You can be certain I'm canceling my voice lessons on Saturday and getting some sleep in. I can't sing anyway.

Hopefully on Monday.

Still can't believe I missed the Chamber run-out. I'm pissed at myself at that more than anything. I wonder if our director was mad.

.. I sent him an email this morning when I was aware that I wouldn't be at school.

>___<

Can I go crawl in a corner and cry now?

Just took a bath even though I should be in bed right now.

Guess I'd rather not sleep in my sweat from all day, it kinda makes you feel dirty and grimy after a while. So, needless to say, a bath felt good.

Changing out my bed sheets to make sure it's nothing in them that keeps getting me sick. This is around the time I usually change them. anyway.

Please let me be better to go to school tomorrow. -___- Please?

Now.. change the sheets and then.. sleep.

So I missed today as well. Now my absent days are up to 7.

Not cool at all.

I now have 2 days left before they start taking credit away from my classes.

...

I have a run-out with Chamber tomorrow that I really want to go to, but if I'm sick .. then what can I do.

-____-

This isn't helping my cause with my choir director either.

And WHY IS IT SO HOT in this house!

>__

I feel unique.


Taken from: tsukkomi_boke
{from a while back)


Whoo.. Busy busy.

So I'm finally BACK!

Feeling much better than I was on my last journal entry.

So I had Regions today.

Had to wake up at six on a Saturday. Totally uncool, but beside being half-asleep for most of the time I did a pretty decent job.

I was the LAST person in my room to audition. I think just waiting killed me. By the end of it I was walking around saying, "Let's just get it over with."

Annnd....

I'm going on to Pre-Area!!

I got 9th chair in my room.

Now I've got the Regions Concert coming up.

~

In other news:

My sister, for her 18th birthday, is getting a tattoo from my Father and I.

She's ecstatic.. to say the least.

Mmm.. I am soaking wet..

And I love it.

Currently it's raining outside, no, more pouring. When I saw it start up I couldn't miss the chance to jump out the door and dance in it.

What a wonderful feeling!

I saw my friend Matt the other day, and I haven't had so much fun in a long time. Matt and I haven't seen each together since school ended and this year he isn't even going to my school so we haven't be able to see each other at all. Yesterday we just caught up, and laughed over all the stupid things last year and such.

School's still drama filled, but I guess I'mnot so stressed at the moment. Afterall I made it through this 6 weeks reportcard all right.

<33

Today's a good day. =)

Aww the rain stopped. I hope it starts back up again.

Ha! So I finally finished Kingdom Hearts 1. >__x It only took me serveal decades. Now I need to go buy game 2... Wee woot?

NO SPOILERS!


..Please?

District Auditions are today. 0____o

I'm just waiting for my ride now. I'll give tell you guys whats been happening lately when I get back. (Which includes a day of me almost losing my mind because of silence!! ALL this and MORE!)


>__> Now I'm slightly nervous.

It was kinda funny this morning.. well not really. It actually made me kinda pissed.

Usually My friends and I have a place where we stand with out backs near a folded up cafeteria table( you know, the ones with the seats attached). So a group of girls moves extremely close and they are giggling and laughing. So one shoves the other slightly and she basically crashes into me making me stumble back into the table.

So she looks back, MAKES EYE CONTACT then turns around and was like "Oh! I almost hit the table." Never once did she turn back around and even give an apologetic look of any kind.

... Bitch.

Alright.. So I'm not the happiest camper at the moment. More stressed than anything. I swear I'm about to pull my hair out by the roots.

Homework is kicking me in the ass. No seriously. I'm already going to have to stay up tonight to finsih what I hadn't got done for work, and not ONCE this week have I been able to go to sleep on time.

This week is also writer's week in AP English, and any and all inspiration that I have ever had has seeminly vanished into thin air. I CAN'T WRITE! And now we're starting a paper tomorrow that's due this Friday.

Auditions for All State Choir are this week and it's not so much that I'm worried about that. I'm only worried about the fact that I haven't entirely gotten better and if I'm sick I can't sing all that well. I guess thats just adding to the build-up.

I think I'm going to take next Sunday off just for a break. Anyway usually after auditions I feel so exhausted.

What do you guys think?

Today in school.. I swear it felt like I was back in Middle School in one of my classes. Or.. maybe it's just me being paranoid.

Well there's these three girls, and I swear everytime I moved or blinked they giggled and laughed and whispered to each other while throwing glances towards me. I didn't do anything, because I thought I was being paranoid and it was just coincidence.

Well, so I left it alone and for a while they were silent.

Then I asked to go to the bathroom and as I left I heard the shrill giggling again. -___-

I say it feels like I'm back in middle school, because I was horribly teased in those years. It hasn't happened a while, or if it has I just don't care to notice.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid, but what do you think..

My computer doesn't work anymore. >___< The electricity went out, so my computer shut off and now it won't turn back on.

My Father's already ordered the part to fix it and it should be here by the end of this week.. hopefully. For now I've got the downstairs computer.

It always feels awkward when I'm down here since anyone who comes downstairs has plain veiw of me and what I'm doing. It kinda makes me paranoid, even though I'm not doing anything bad.

I want MY computer back. It was in my room.. where I could shut my door and have PRIVACY.